Screamin it out…

I know this is weird, but I feel I have to go through a process and it has to start somewhere. So this is where it starts. I just have to let go of something I've been trying to say for a very long time. It's even the reason I started this blog. I just wanna scream it out:

I am a Sinner!!!!

This isn't one of those all are sinners stuff, or one of those… it just isn't anything. It's me tired of my sin; exhausted by the one area of my life that the devil has used to hold on to me for so long. I'm talking about the sin in my life that doesn't seem to allow me to go anywhere. I'm talking about the temptation that I can't seem to be able to resist. I'm talking about the thing that I've hidden for so long that It seems to make me feel like cracking open.
This is purely inspired by P4CM and their ex-T Shirts Ministry. Watching their videos time and time again especially tonight has inspired me to start this process to my freedom form Sin. I'm in two ways affected by them:

1. I feel like I need to do a lot more to earn my own Shirt. Because I need to rid myself of my sin before I can be considered an ex- sinner.
2. I feel like I need to let the world know that Jesus has freed me when I'm finally free.

There have been times when I've thought I was free from sin. But I dint give God the Glory. The devil took advantage of my trusting in my own ability and hit me harder with my sin. And no matter how High I seem to rise above this life of Sin, I keep falling right back to the ashes. It makes me feel that all my efforts to serve and worship God are in vain because I'm going to fall right back to where I started from.
But I gotta make the firmest stance once and for all. I need to get rid of my sin and earn my ex- T Shirt. It's not easy leaving sin, so Imma need all the support and prayers I can get. So I pray that God will help me, and all who are struggling with Sin to break free of the bondage and to come out. And he'll also remind us to give a testimony when we gain our freedom.
So until next time, I pray grace for us all to walk… in royal stepz…